I think it was a good thing although I'm not all the way there yet...just scared and lonely most of the time.
Thanks for the prayers for surgery...
I'm very lucky to have my dogs and my children, my father...they are all a huge support for me. My kids are really mad at their dad right now...they know all the abuse I have gone through with him and they know the sacrafice that I have made to make a great life for them while shielding them from the bad. They don't remember their dad being there for them...all they remember is me raising them and all the fun we had together, so I'm glad for that. Although there was one incidence of abuse that my oldest son remembers...thank god only one as there were many...emotional, physical and verbal.
I hope I can move on with my life...it's really hard some days and not others...this site is helping a lot so thanks to all of you for that.