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Originally Posted by furiousfever
Oh dolphin.
I know how terrible that feels. We are here to talk and to listen.
Your mom doesn't know what she is talking about and needs to get more supportive. You don't need to be cured. You are wonderful. You need help with symptoms as we all do. Maybe give your doc a call, and keep posting so we know you are ok. Hang in there. Xoxoxoxo
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I want to give up.
I was looking in the mirror and it's like a stranger staring back at me.
i am scared to see my dr on Monday. My CP is going to call her about my condition. the dr are going to cut up my brain to get info. I know it sounds absurd, but it's true to me. i dont want to get trapped in the hospital.
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Bipolar, BPD, ED
increasing med right now: a downhill slope
Seroquel 200mg
Epilim 300mg
Olanzapine 5mg
Amisulpride 50mg (just started trying this)
Clonazepam 1.5mg
Ativan 1mg (PRN)
Zopiclone (Imovane) 10mg
In psychosis and struggling worse with ED
I skip med because I would rather be psychotic than living in the real sucky world
Who can understand?...
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