i tried organic - natural stuff...

sobered up - quit everything for 1year...
stopped eating meat, became a vegetarian...
changed many habbits.. focused on stimulating my mind...
seeking knowledge about things i was interested in...

but at the end of the year, the end of the experiment i guess...
i just gave up because it just didnt seem to help me...

god i actually felt a little better that night i got stoned and drunk for the first time in a year... remember joking and laughing a little even...

i hear your argument and understand what you're saying though, guess just maybe it isnt for me...

stay strong...