I was so angry with my bf last night, and then my bro lied about some things we talked about...got even more angrier! There goes the razor...my wrist...you get the picture! I didn't know how to deal with all this anger. It went away when I cut so everything's cool...in my eyes they are anyways.

I never realized how important it was for me to see the blood. I mean I can cut all I want...but without the blood there is no high...no pride...no satisfaction. I got so hyper and very happy when I saw the blood. I don't know if anyone else is that way...but hey it's good for what ails you...for about three days anyways.