nowheretorun, i don't know if i met you here since i first came here last march. i have treatment-resistant major chronic depression - 15 years in the running. the last year and a half has been bad. i'm so glad that you're finally free from depression. i need the relief so bad that my soul cries for it - constantly. i wish the best for you, for no one should have to suffer like this. enjoy what you can - you deserve it after a 29-year battle with depression. i wonder how it happened for you. was it the medication, the therapy? i wonder because so many of us are doing anything for relief. i even did therapy and lifestyle changes. my personality was even changed. i tried many, many medications. i even changed my diet and exercised like crazy. nothing worked. i pray that nothing hits you like that again and cause you depression.