I "lost" last night to cutting, too. I know sometimes when I cut it doesn't seem like it's enough. So I want to cut more and more and more.

Try to think of your children and what they would think. Or even if one of them would cut, how would that affect you? Have you tried journaling? I know as long as I keep my hands busy, I do ok and don't cut...do whatever it takes...play cards, write, play a game on the net, whatever. You're kids need you.