This exactly!
Seroquel ruins me. [emoji30]
I get tired and hungry and weepy and defeated. I act like a horrible whiny child, because it feels like someone took away my life force.
I still have to take it when I get manic. My partner force feeds me, but it has to happen.
I was prescribed it at one point for sleep and I just couldn't do it. Now I keep him just for emergencies.
Good luck!
(Don't be scared to ask for something different if you hate it)