i dont feel good i just feel like weird like i feel like sad but buzzed at the same time like everything is all shiny and sparkly and more magical but the demons are still there and everything is still there and i still feel like i want to hurt myself and i still feel bad i just i feel like irritable cause i cant gett all the energy out and i am still not sleeping but i dont feel like i need it and i feel like i need to talk all the time not about anything in particular i just keep talking and everything is fast and slow at the same time and i keep noticing things and i feel like i can do anything and like nothing feels real i think i am between worlds again and i feel like screaming and i dont know i just feel really weird like i have to do stuff and like i can see everything thing now like i can see all this stuff happening and like i cant sit still and i dont feel good but i just have this weird energy and like i keep doing just random stuff like anything ugh i cant explain it i just i want to run and jump and fly and everything looks all fresh and i feel like i could fly maybe i should try but it is raining today.

as for the other people other people do have people in their heads they just dont know because the others in their heads dont let them know.