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Originally Posted by ScientiaOmnisEst
. . .the only thing that makes me cry is my own, internally-dramatized negative feelings. I'm incapable of being moved by beauty, etc. And yes, it's better than being numb and dead. . .Suffering sucks, but it's necessary and at least it's a kind of life. . .
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Definitely. A kind of life is better than numb and dead. . .
At the risk of being ridiculously sappy, I wish the best for you. In my experience self-loathing is real but if it's a habit, of sorts, then there may be something else which is contributing energy to it -- either the loathing or the direction (towards the self) or both.