carpassing, sorry to hear you best friend was such a jerk to you. Doesn't sound like a real friend to me. Can you talk to you parents about this whole situation and/or ask them to help you to find a good psychologist to talk to for a while? Just a thought.

Keep talking to us. I see wickedwings is here too, and I believe he too is a teenager. The closest to me being in touch with teenager feelings is my 17 yr old granddaughter, and she would rather be doing other things than chatting with me!

But, I will continue to reply to you as I can.