T,
I am not sure how our session will be on Saturday. I've had a weird week. Work has been ok, but I have felt so empty, nothingness, I am not sure? all week at home. I reach the end of the internet in about 10 minutes, and then don't know what to do with myself. Again, this "boredom" thing, ANNOYING. Tonight, I laid in bed for two hours, and dozed on and off...then decided I might as well drink a little. I feel nothing, don't want to do anything...it is strange, and not like I am completely depressed, just...empty.