Thanks guys.

She was kind enough to offer after-hours appointments for me a brief while; my office is about an hour from hers. It was not really a sustainable situation for either of us. Like myself she has small children and she needs to be available to them. So I can understand that.

All that raging in my first post was me needing to let out frustration. The imagined scenario did not come to pass...it never would with me, really. To be sure it was an awkward session.....a lot more dead air than usual. Her last day at the office is June 30th. I do have a couple more sessions set up with her. We did talk about my concerns about possible bipolar symptoms. She thinks it's non diagnostic, but to keep an eye on it, which more or less coincides with what I felt.