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Old Mar 10, 2016, 10:57 PM
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This was what I experienced: Needing to sleep less, three hours a night, racing thoughts that kept me up all night and were so torturous that towards the end it felt like they were screaming in my head and I couldn't even concentrate enough to watch movies, incessantly writing in my journal, discovering the secrets of the universe, driving around all over town at night, things so beautiful I wanted to cry, euphoria, intense paranoia and anxiety, believing I was in a dream, in my unconscious, doing as much as I could to accumulate positive energy, making collages (lots of them!), hallucinations, words on street signs spelled backwards, believing I had the power to control positive energy and that I could save the world with it, believing when I "woke up" my positive energy would be released, taking lots of pills only way to wake up. Ultimately ending up involuntary IP when my husband called the police on me... I'm probably forgetting something. Experience lasted about two weeks. Intense. Overall awful. I was so frenzied and confused and those racing thoughts were like nothing I've ever experienced.
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