I am trying out epilim again as I was reluctant to take it first time, after how I reacted with Zoloft I grew a fear of Meds. my doc wants to test me if I am bipolar and referred me to a councillor to talk to but I have to wait to talk to her in 2 weeks as booking and she is around once a week at the clinic.

I been on it for 3 days I think between today & yesterday I been aware of my mood swings.

I am not hundred percent by my doc that I am bipolar I guess it's a start I guess...

So I posted here to get advice about this epilim was it good for you? I know others react differently I guess I just fear side effects which is unavoidable...

Real reason why I am trying again well I got accepted into uni last year first time I was excited then when Uni started I was overwhelmed by anxiety & depression.

I do sometimes feel content I am unsure what a high is? I got told anger can be part of mania or hypermania I occasionally get tons of engergy I normally burn out with exercise.

I think my most mood I focus on I want to fix the most is depression I felt since on & off since 13 but past 2 years friends drifting away and best friend abandoned me when they finally got me to open up on feelings wanted nothing to do with me.

After that I kept questioning why I exist I felt pointless being here.

Went to uni this year and I guess I broke down I felt overwhelmed again, the questions came again am I worth being on this earth?
So I thought was time to get my crap together, figure out who I am again, lost interest in a lot of things in 5 years I spend most day in bed other than that I would be at work.

But I hope no one minds me here asking about Epilim?

Thanks