sometimes i swing my whole body when i walk, or feels like trying to walk but its ****ed up - i mean i never really payed attention to it but i've been realizing it lately...
not doing it intentionally... its like my persona changes or the way i stand and stuff changes, dunno what thats called - enlighten me?

seems like when im really really ... um... feeling - bad- so bad that i start to get numb... which i think i start to get numb because i try to hide it so much... because thts when i've been noticing it...

maybe a jacked up gangster walk..?
dunno what the hell ? my body does some stupid ****

now im gonna be paranoid as &&&& about that too :/
people must think im like super doped up when i do that?

dunno how to explain it besides like walking in a swing... like with your whole body... not like having a seizure or anything, or moving sporatically, just like... flowing... rather than just walking - sei lá

anyone else do that?