Hi guys. It's been while since I have posted. I've
Been on a roller coaster. I've been in and out of the hospital
Three times and should probably still be in one. I am seeing a new psychologist and he is a great guy. He is trying his best to help me but I am beginning to feel that there is no help for me. Honestly, the only reason I am still alive is because it of my husband. I can't imagine his going on if i were to end it. But when will
His love no longer be enough to keep me here? I sit awake in the middle of the night and contemplate ending it all. Will my psychologist get me to stop this behavior? Do I want to live? Some part of me must want to if I am seeking help.