I hesitate in posting this but well I should be comfortable by now posting here

I think it's time for a diversion for me. I know it is a result of what has been going on lately and it won't help in the long term. As T would say, there are consequences.

But being in this marriage with the state that it is in is too much. It would be nice to finally have some positive attention, wouldn't it?

I am talking to someone and we're interested in each other. I wonder if anyone here feels like this. I just feel like needing someone other than T emotionally. Can't I just transfer this need for my T to someone else??