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It just made the reality that some day my T isn't going to be there for me, when my friend (I use that term loosely dies, it will be just me. My adult self is ok with that but the inner child is not. I have BPD and I am starting to associate my behavior with why I do what I do. Plus my T thinks I have DID but not sure. I just want to chuck the whole therapy now because I know it will end, I know that the reason I was close to her was based on a fantasy and some day she will say Goodbye and move onto the next person.

I am really thinking about terminating because the 3 mile wide wall I had built and she tore down, is being rebuilt very fast. Now that I recognise the supposed attachment I get to people, I continue to not want people in my life. I made a conscious choice years ago to not have friends and I've stuck with it all this time but I had started to want people in my life after I met my T. Now I know my original decision was the right one. FP

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Sure?

T will go away -- eventually. Maybe not before you are well enough to cope. And find friends that you are attached to because they are good for you.

Say! Is that an incandescent light bulb or one of those new compact flourescents?