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Originally Posted by eden1515
it is not like there are tiny people in my head or anyone else's the others in my head are like entities and do not need a physical presence to be able to communicate and be in my head but they are there and other people have different ones in their head and those ones dont tell them they are there which is why they dont know. also an mri would not show them because it does not pick up on that sort of thing. and they do know what is best and i have to hurt myself so that the others can get back to the real world so they can fix something it is complicated.
EDIT: also no i havent called my doctor why would i have called my doctor?
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My experience of the others in my head is certainly different from Eden's (it's my head and other people can't be in there and I can't be in Eden's head) and from what you have written, Eden, you are dealing with all kinds of things I have never had to deal with. And, for some people, it's like the others really aren't there and maybe they can get rid of them and things are better for them. But for me, the "others" are/have been real, their intentions have been to help or protect me but what they know about isn't all of me and the realities of life, etc., etc. "It's hard to explain."
So -- for me, just for me, I have been in therapy for 6 years dealing mostly with dissociation and some related things and it has helped. But there are times when I feel like my therapist doesn't understand and I worry that she will hurt me and she sometimes has. Nevertheless, overall, going to therapy has helped me more than it's hurt, especially considering that I don't know what else I could do that would help.
Anyway, I'm wishing you the best, Eden. Nobody can deal with this stuff, it seems to me, but you. I don't write a lot because I don't know what to say or if what I say will help or hurt. So I'm just wishing you the best. . .