The forum has manic-depressive tendencies of its own.
Interesting, because if our moods were completely random in severity and timing the forum would be the most stable one here.
I do feel a bit alone in the mornings as well: wrong side of the pond. But I don't mind having the house all to myself (ok, granted, I have RxQueen for company, which is great), doing the necessary catching up without moving to and fro.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
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