You can't let yourself too close to me, so after a strong connection happens during a session you always back away. The thing is, you're already too close. I'm already too close. Why does it matter? Why do you shut me out that way? You're so consistent with everything including this pattern, so at least I always know. I know how long it will last, I know everything between us is fine. I just wish that you wouldn't pull away, at all - even if it is just for a little bit. I miss you.