<font color="blue">I've had many many situations like that, about 8 not including my ex. I remember this one time... ****TRIGGER**** that this guy I knew was really hammered and he was at my house for a weekend party me and my sister were throwing. For 2 days he tried to get with me, and what not grabbing at me, touching me and then one night he when I was asleep I woke up and he was there standing over my bed watching me sleep, and he was only in a towel!!! Freaked me right out, the night prior he made me really uncomfortable so my friend stayed over that night to kinda watch over me. That was on experience. Another one went on for a long time. He tried to get with my and my twin at the same time, and then I told him that was it and told my sister to go with him. But he didn't like that I turned him down so he constantly was on me, trying to get on top of me, whispers nasty stuff in my hear, trying to kiss me, grabbing me etc. Even though I kept telling him no that it wasn't going to happen he kept at it, even after I push him away numerous times. Even his cousin told him to back off and leave me alone the last time I Saw him. He even did stuff to me in front of my sister. .... I remember him grabbing at me in the back seat when he was driving and I tried to scoot to the far end of the car, trying to get out of reach but there was only so far I could go. That night at my boat he still tried to push me down, get on top of me, tried to constantly kiss me, turning off the lights etc. The next day I went up to the office of the marina (a good friend of mine is the manager) and I just remember just staying up there all moring because I knew he was on the boat. But for some reason I went against my gut and went back to the boat to go and get something even though I knew it was a bad idea. When he say me he continued to tell me that he wanted me to stay, that he just wanted to talk to me. I told him no I had to go and when I was leaving my cabin up the stairs he grabbed onto my foot, and everything went off in my nervous system. I kicked my leg free and didn't return to my boat until I saw his car leave.

I think a part of me is afraid to work because I had a bad job experience with 3 guys sexually harassing me etc. One of them who worked in the kitchen always grabbed my butt when I went through the kitchen.. one point I was in the pool room collecting garbage and was about to go through the kitchen to dump it in there and he was there by one of the washroom. He grabbed my shirt and got me in the bathroom and was trying to shut the door, but I kept it open somehow, kept trying to kissing me etc, and again alarms went off, and despite him pulling at my shirt to keep me there I broke through after telling him that wasn't going to happen. I quit shortly after that and I loved that job..I do blame myself for this one because the 3 of them kept on harassing me and bothering me to see "my breasts" and one day after work since they bothered me so much I said fine because I didn't want them to bother me, and the third one harassed me enough that I showed him too, and thinking that after that they'd back off but they didn't.

I've written about all the experiences before on here. But 9 guys through the years of 1996-2001 there always something.

Anyways there is more experiences like that, but this is enough. It gets hard to write sometimes. </font>