At the end of the session you said that we would see eachother 2 or 3 more times.
It's so close. You've only 3 more weeks on your job. And then you're free for a long long time. And I'm without any support. Yes, I've new T. But I've to start all over again. She doesn't know me. She doesn't know everything that has happen and what I'm working on. This is going to set things back, or at least on hold. I don't want to stay like this.

And in 4 weeks I have my last appointment with Pdoc. Unless he decides differently, after what has happened. But why would he. It's easier to just give me back to my docter. Let him deal with any wrong use of meds I might do in the future. Pdoc has done his job. I've meds. I don't think there's one out there that can do more for me.

I've to say goodbye to you and to him, only a week apart.