Dear T,

I think you would disapprove of me writing my thoughts to you on this message board. Might think I'm really out there....I have a suspicion too that you might be lying to me about this sudden "vacation" because maybe I freaked you out at our last appointment well what can I say though? I'm really messed up. That's why I come to therapy. That's your job, not mine.

I've come a long way, T. With ex-T I used to worry all the time that my mental issues would be too much for him. I worked so freaking hard just to try and protect him from myself. How laughable! It was his job to treat me and I had no responsibility to make his life easy by being the "good client" instead of just being me. I see that now. Thank God.

So if I scared you off, well, good riddance