[QUOTE=Molinit;4958479]What money are you living on?

Are you doing whatever treatment you were recommended to do when discharged from the hospital? If you are not, why not?

This "relationship" is dead. Not going to happen. He obviously doesn't care about you the way you want him to.

If you have no income, you need to contact a homeless shelter, take your things and move there.

This entire situation is toxic. Either move back with your family or a

I realize it's toxic. I was going to go to a shelter he didn't want me to. I cannot go back to where I came from. That is even more toxic. Kinda sounds like there are a lot of preconceived
Assumptions about me here. Idk. I have never been in this situation before. I'm kind of petrified. I've been taking care of myself since I was 17.I've taken care of numerous people through the years. Moving here changed that. Now I find myself relying on someone else for the first time. I quit my job and moved everything I own out here. No I cannot take it to a shelter. And yes I am doing everything in my treatment plan, including things on my own to try and better the situation. My doctors told me I couldn't go back to where I came from. No matter where I look right now I am stuck. It's not like I'm just using his kindness. I clean the house and cook the meals and take care of the pets. I just don't know how to shut my feelings off. I shouldn't have posted this