huumm....
wel.. most people walk - you know, its just walking... thats pbrettiny simple....

and i walk most the time ok too is fine... but i knotis sometimes my body just moves ... like... i rwill try to find a little video ... but i noticd today that i dont do it the same way all the time, ist the same genral thing... it just has variations, im thinking myable its because im trying to hide so much pane....

i hurt so much and i cant xplayin it to any one....
beczue its noyt real? i mean it is real tom me.... it is really real....

anyway im g digresssing....

i cnt find a video showing what im talking about... besides referenceing how thos guys trying to walk like gangster they do all that were stufd....
im not moving my arms around and acting like a pimp !!! but its like im havng to hold my left leg and swing half my body forwardin a motion so that it drags the rest of me behind... is like a flow... not a walk... like forcing myself to i mavye?
im sure i dont look like a ****ing dumbass but it im sure it looks differnt.... no one has ever said anything to my aboue it....
but im just nocicing it....

its not problem really... i just end up moving loittle slower than normal....

um....

imagine....

standing straight in a looking positionm...
younhave a thought - "im going to go over thre"
you swing your right lefgt in front... then swith weight on to right leg and drag left leg behind.... nda your torso is moving in a flowing mostion with the movnents of the legs... like your right side is moving forward after the right leg and then you move the leftleg and then your left torso floows the left leg... like a wobble... but is not a woblle i dont think...

ist not very important im just notcing it and thought mayby its something i sjought pay ateniton to....

if i could i would try to record a video of myself doing it but i break cameras and dont own any cameras and dont take pictuyres and...

its noyt very impurtant.... i juyst thought maybe is something subyconsiouz....

blhah... sorry for ymy spelling.... my vision is bot good.... im not gonna write amy more posts tonithgt.....

have goot night everytone....