Well you say you aren't forcing but you said you are begging him to take you back .

If the only solution is to live in his house then that's what you got to do. It is impressive it's ok with him.

Your doctors tell you not to go back but what do they suggest? What if you didn't have this ex then where would you live? Where do people live who don't have ex or their ex doesn't let him stay in the house? I have exes but they cannot stay in my house ( few nights maybe the most). Most people don't have ex to stay with.

If you go to a shelter they might help to find low income housing.

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