Wow, I've been feeling very similar to you regarding my therapy experience. I too thought I should just cancel my sessions which I did only to contact T a few days later saying I want to come back . I feel attached to my T but angry with her at times too which is similar to how I feel towards my mother. The whole thing has just been really weird and unsettling. I literally think about therapy and my T all the time. I'm not really sure what the answer here is other than to talk to you T about it. I'm going to attempt to do this at my next session; hopefully I won't freeze up halfway through!

Good luck, we can do this!