GRRRRRRRRR I am getting to the end of my rope with Shawn(my ex, the father of my coming child, and also my roomate) I really am. Today I invited my best friend over, and while I was on the phone with her, he screams about how its his day off and so he doesn't want her coming over. When I haven't had company for three weeks.

So then he tells me I have no right to complain because he is the one who paid the rent this month. Well, I took over the computer, because he hasnt given me a cent for the internet in the last three months. Well then he decides that since the power is in his name, I cant use it. So he unplugs my computer...Bam, all my bookmarks are gone, and I have corrupted files now.

As if this was not enough, then he tells me to stay away from the food in the fridge and not eat, since of course the food came from his restaurant so therefore it is his.

So, yeah, hes definetly being mean. And I don't know how much more I can take his insults or his being mean. He keeps calling me fat lazy and pregnant and telling me to go get an effing job... when he very well knows that I can't because I have been sick the last month.

This is borderlining on getting really bad, and I don't know what to do about it. I am in tears now, and shaking, because he basically told me to find my own food and that if I didn't smarten up he was going to move out and leave me to my own devices on oct 1st.

When i said that by not letting me eat, he was hurting his baby too, he said oh well that makes two kids I don't care about. Since he has one already that he is dodging child support on.

I really, really, really need some hugs or something. I don't know what I need. I need something though.