I told Phil how I felt about him.
He says he doesn't know what he feels, but we've been flirting, so I guess he feels the same but just doesn't want to get in the way of my boyfriend and I.
I told my boyfriend about everything and he was really sad, but we worked it out, and I can feel that the crush is sort of dying down, which I'm really happy about.
I've come to terms with the fact that I had a crush. A lot of the friends I talked to about this said it's normal, and with everything that's happened, I've come out of it loving my boyfriend even more.
Thanks for your input too, guys. I really appreciate it.
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