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Gemstone said:
((((( Rainbowzz ))))))

I'm sorry that he is being so awful.

Are there any other choices out there for you? Are there other friends you could live with or maybe relatives. What about public assistance?

Its not healthy for you to be there with him, and you don't want to bring the baby into an abusive household.

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Your absolutely right, but at the same time I am terrified of living on my own because I am scared I won't be able to afford it. They won't give me public assistance because I still live with him, even though they know his stance on things has changed and we aren't together anymore - I'm fighting this right now though.

And you know, your right, it is abusive or at least borderlining abusive. I hate to admit that because I feel guilty for letting it happen but I can't stand up for myself at all without getting more insults and threats.

Feeling very isolated, thank you everyone for the hugs, they help majorly.

EDIT: Oh and as for the relatives, the only one I could move in with would be my mom, and she is one of my physical abusers from the past and when we live together things get just about as bad. But maybe going away for a little while at least would help.