Ray, I've thought about that and it still might be an option for me. Though I have had extremely bad experiences when I lived on the streets at 16 in shelters.. the ones I have been in I have had some pretty bad things happen to me.

I guess tomorrow I will have to call around and see what I can find out. I mean, I can't continue on like this as sick as I am already. Its hard enough for me to manage day to day being sick, and being off meds that I need so badly for keeping me even.(Can't take the meds since I'm pregnant)

You know, when this first happened he promised the world..saying even though we weren't together he would help me and he would help care for the child.. now its like the farther along I get the meaner he gets. I don't get it.

EDIT: And I know this sounds really petty, but It makes me very sad that I would have to give up my two kitties I have had for eight years since I first moved out on my own at 18 if I went to a shelter. Though I know I and the baby come first, it still hurts.