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I think about the following:
there is a serious pearlys, there is an addict perleas, there is a sinner pearlies, there is a crazy pealries, there is an energetic pearlys, there is a depressed pearlyes.
but they are aware of each others existance
it doesnt seem like its me however.
and when i look into the mirror or hear my voice or look at my body i see someone that isnt me
and when i look back into my life, past or recent past, it seems like the life of someone else.. althoug it is my own memory
i lose track of time and day sometimes.. but more i see myself as more than one character.
But I still know what I or the others are doing...
Is this MPD or am I just crazy??
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Dx: Mix anhedonia with Bipolar II. Add some insomnia and chronic stress. Season with paroxetine and a pinch of ADD. Stir well to induce a couple of hypo/manic episodes. After the excess of energy is gone, remove the Paroxetine and serve chilled with some C-PTSD and GAD. Ready is your MDD.
Mx: To clean up the mess use lamotrigine, risperidon, mirtazapine and sertraline. Let it soak in for a while but keep a close eye on it. Meanwhile enjoy your desert of oxazepam/temazepam prn.
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