Rather than make a separate thread, I'll just put the announcement here: I think I'm going to try to leave again. I just realized that I am the most disgusting and despicable type of person who can exist: a person with a victim mentality.

Yes, this post, every post I've ever made on the internet, has been a manifestation of this. I crave the attention, the only kind I've ever been able to get. I'm literally incapable of interacting with people without talking about my own probably-manufactured problems. There is literally nothing to me except negativity, and my powerlessness is very real. I may not even be alive much longer.

Thanks but no thanks.