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Old Mar 12, 2016, 10:49 PM
TheBoredOne TheBoredOne is offline
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Member Since: Feb 2016
Location: United States
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I'm sick and tired of what I have to go through almost everyday.
My messed up parents, are allowed to call me overweight(which, I'm not) stupid, retarded(which, I'm not) ugly, worthless and unimportant. I've learned from a really young age, to never cry/ or to let this get to me because I would get yelled at and hit saying "I'll give you something to cry about." Now they usually just yell, cuss at me and call me names. But, that's ok! Parents ARE supposed to do this. I'm sick of the homophobic BS they're constantly spewing out. I'm sick of them making fun of my gender idenity. I've got a year left of this. It gets to me alot, I feel intense pain and anger.

I feel like breaking things when they are intentionally trying to hurt me. I've been getting treated like this for 8 years. No one else treats me like this. You know what, feels like I don't even have family members. Everyone is so fake. It makes me mad when people are close with siblings, family members etc.. because, to me that seems like they are very babyish and wimpy! My parents are very judgemental, they don't believe in helping others even the ones, that they're related to.

I bottle everything up, can't talk to them I get yelled at, mocked and made fun of for how I feel. I hardly feel anything, it is hard for me to feel things for others anymore. I get nothing in return. And whenever someone is kind, and wil actually take the time to listen to me. I feel like they are fake, and only want something in return.

Who can relate?