Hello Bill3, thanks a lot for your insightful reply.

1. Thank you. I'm not perfect, and I also have horrible temper. I've no idea where it comes from, but my guess is because of family problems, and being stepped on. I have a terrible self control when it comes to temper. It's like i try to see things from everyone's point of view and they just take it for granted. Hence i get upset very easily.

2. In regards to my mom, it's not that she gets me off my plan, but also the tone in which she requests things from me. It's not her fault, the whole family treats her like that. My entire family has problems with her. And i don't like that. I love her. i really do. I just can't control it, it's hard to control it when my mom in any way slights me by her tone. Probably because it happens every single day. I'm not saying it's her fault.. i'm just saying we all have problems.

EDIT: I think....whatever i say in response to my mom....would end in the same way...whether civil or not. If i were to say "yes mom i'm busy with work" she will continue to ask the same questions. Worst case scenario, she'll walk off in a huff. Either way it doesn't seem to end well. I wish we could have a conversation where it ends well.. :'(

2. i would say 50 in regards to the box. Uhm...i've been told i have no peripheral vision. So..yeah. Anyway, my elder sister treats me like that all the time, that's why eggshells all the time. She has a bad temper too.

3. There is no therapist that i'm aware of in my school. My school kinda... well. sucks in terms of very basic facilities like that. it's still developing quite slowly. I should be grateful though. i have a school and friends.

4. My friend Zack. He's depressed. I don't wanna get on his wrong side. He makes me feel like i did smtg wrong all the time. Prolly that's why i get off track due to that. What you said, basically. Yeah.

Edit: He knows that he's pressuring me. He KNOWS I don't like it. I'm just gonna find someplace else to study in the mean time ; n; so as to avoid hurting his feelings or smtg.

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