Ocean Swimmer,
I am sick of hearing about the ocean. I know people in every facet of life has issues. Mental health doesn't have a limit on rich or poor. So, I see that you are lonely... you know what, I am not going to try to soften this.
You are really annoying me. When I log in now, I see your name over and over and over. Must you post your ever thought? If you were coming from a place of wanting others to understand how mental illness has effected your life, so through your sharing they could better understand they are not alone I would be okay with it.
Or if you were posting to help other people with their specific issue at that time, I could understand over a thousand posts in 3 months.
But no, we have to hear about .... do you want to swim today, do you want to pick fruit from your papaya tree in the back yard today, are you saving money by watching fireworks over the ocean from your living room couch today.
Really?
I understand you feel like a fairy princess in a castle so misunderstood and neglected - but you have no concept of how you are coming across to me at least. I know everyone here so far seems to just be trying to be understanding and accepting of you, I have to, but it has gotten to the point that I am avoiding this place - which I need - because you are here talking about yourself.
I am sick of it. Could you keep interacting here, because I don't want you to go. I want us to learn from each other, but could you at least consider here that you are talking to others who are in pain and anquish - most with serious financial struggles that just don't want to hear about problems as superficial as yours.
You have some serious problems. So do I. Those I don't mind sharing.
But that other stuff is just pissing me off.
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BEST OF LUCK TO US ALL!
600 mg Trileptal (oxcarbazepine) 30 mg Atarax (hydroxyzine) 8 mg Trilafon (perphenazine)
Bipolar 1 - Borderline Personality Disorder - Generalized Anxiety Disorder - Eating Disorder
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