I can be very overwhelming at times , so I try to keep it inside a single thread , my way is to see it in print , some how makes it more real to me , not like a bad dream but a fact I can not ignore . As far as being sensured , I was suspended a while back .... it seems a shame just when you need help the most the powers that be decide you can't have it ... as if that magically makes the underlying reason just go away because they can't see it any more ... not a very helpful engine as Thomas would say ... I for one would think if more people would share their sucesses and victories instead of every thread being so down ... I want those that need help , to share , to seek an ear from others , after all that is suppost to be the founding reason for pc to begin with ... but there are good days ... at least once in a while ... can we not share them too , and be happy for others ... maybe lighten our load some .. if only for a minute ... Just a thought .......Tigger .