i am trapped too...
i dont see an exit or escape besides what you are thinking of...
but i cant accept that fate...
i dont want to die... i just want to be happy...
just want this to stop...

i feel the longer i go through this the weaker i get...
it gets harder and harder... but im trying to reach out and grab onto anything to slow my descension down... maybe even grab something that can pull me out of the abyss...

after dealing with it for so long its hard to keep fighting...
but we're here for you... and we dont want to lose you...