Many therapists will see clients on a sliding scale based off the clients income ... If that's still more than you feel you can afford, try your local city, county or state government to see what they have to offer ... United Way can also make some reasonable referrals in your area.
Most private therapists that do accept sliding scale will see you for $35 dollars a session, and when I had to go through the county, weekly sessions and monthly medication refills were only $5.00.
As painful as this is, sometimes a change is good - even if you can't see that right now!
Wishing you the best on your healing journey!
Sincerely,
Pfrog!