i've been trying to channel everything i have into my talents... even though the depression is kicking my butt - am trying to do my music stuff...
creativity can help if you can get yourself to try do it...

its hard though because when you are like this you lose interest in absolutely everything...
but have to try i love making music... cry sometimes that i dont enjoy it as much as i could (and as much as i used to) if i was not ill...