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Originally Posted by George H.
I know your question is for Thunderbow and Thunderbow is quite capable of answering but you're missing something important here.
You're simultaneously saying it is you while wondering where it's coming from and blaming it on external sources. I'm sorry (actually I'm not) but there are no demons here. No gods, no angels, not even a single little pixie. There is the waking life, the dream life, and some gray places in between. These are real. I'll leave the dream interpreting to those more qualified than myself. To me, dreams are an entirely different thing than most people perceive them to be. Trust Thunderbow and Medkev if you want strict interpretations.
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Thanks for the response, @George H , but I don't see the inconsistency in what I was saying.
These dreams seem to be projected into my brain from an external source while I sleep for the purpose of conditioning me to accept horrible things and/or crush my belief in the goodness of life (thereby causing depression). The purpose seems to be to suck energy from the host - like leeches.
Of course that all sounds very silly, but it is what I have observed in myself. I'm just wondering if others have noticed these things too.
My brain is always thinking of possibilities like that, and sometimes these possibilities seem more likely than at other times. I honestly suspect these things are true, but of course I know that they sound silly. I was diagnosed with delusional disorder several years ago, but I think the therapist misdiagnosed. A delusional person actually believes these things, and usually the delusional person has a fixed belief. I have suspicions and theories. Sometimes I believe them more and sometimes less, and they often change. IDK
So anyway, I hope I am not just posting things to get attention or something. I am a lonely person, so that might be a factor I suppose.