I don't know if this relates to the question. I have drifted because I honestly feel like I don't fit in. This isn't a pity party, so no comments please, I'm just being honest. I'm always dealing with hypomania or mania, rarely do I go through a depression. If I do it's for a few days, but it's not crippling like I see so often on here. I see on here that a majority deal with a lot of depression. When I read of people going through mania, not all, so don't give me crap, they seem to like the high. I hate it, it's exhausting for me mentally and physically. I don't deal with euphoria, I deal with screaming at my loved ones, road rage, etc. I can see though that if you are depressed that would feel good to finally have that, for me it doesn't end. So I feel like I can't offer advice, not always. Sometimes I visit and just read, I don't log on. And yes I know there are others like me, just not many.