dont i know that feeling. it is not only ok but healthy to be the care receiver sometimes! which makes me wish i was with you right now to go through things in person with you, make you a cup of tea (amazing how comforting that is! ) and give you a genuine personal hug. all i can do from here is ask you to imagine im here holding you tight and rocking you so you go to sleep peacefully and get some soothining rest before facing the next day. every human deserves that and from what i know about you for here you deserve even more.
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