I don't know what triggered this but all of a sudden I'm depressed to the point I want to cry. I woke up late today and was 2 hrs late to work but I was fine then throughout the day I laughed socialized trained and was fine. Then all of a sudden something about couples came up and I'm crying. I think of my self fat ugly unable to get a girlfriend. I think of my past failed attempts and failed relationship and wonder if it'll ever get better or if I'm just better off dead (is this consider suicidal thoughts)

My t is in process of tweaking my Meds and is tapering me off Wellbutrin (it possibly caused agitation and anxiety.) this started 5 weeks ago and have been fine till today. She is also considering increasing my Latuda.

Is this Meds that need to be tweaked or combination of lack of girlfriend appearance and Meds?