*hugs*. That sounds really rough... I'm so sorry.

You might try this site: Open Path Psychotherapy Collective

Therapists who agree to see clients for a low fee register there. I think you have to pay to "join" the site (a one-time fee), but you should be able to see if there are any therapists listed in your area before paying, and who they are (so you can see if you think they'd be a good match).

I haven't used it at all... just saw it listed somewhere else online. So I can't vouch for it, but it might be worth a try to find someone who can help?

Again, I'm so sorry...