ok, so my T emailed me back, and this is what the email said......am I reading into all this??????? Or am I the only one feeling he is abandoning me?????

What I wrote to him:

Sorry for all the crap I have caused, I think I will take time off from emotional thinking for this week anyway. If you need more then this week, just reschedule me when ever, and email me with the date. Hope your feeling alittle better.

Val

His response to my email:

OK,

Thanks.

AS

So I am going to go jump of a bridge now......I cannot even hold a relationship with a T..........talk about being totally abandoned!!!!!!!!!! I hate me!!!!!!!!! hate!!!!!!!!!!!!1