Okay: just spent the last 20 min or so paranoid and researching internet security. Reading about what can be done to a person with innocuous info scared the hell out of me, as did talk about NOT giving out personal info - a problem as I tend to be pretty free with that, and there's nothing about what, if anything can be done about it. This all stemmed from one person's comment about being paranoid about their security, which reminded me of another older comment from someone in tech who says she never shares pictures of herself because all someone needs is one pic to get all your information... I rarely post pictures because I don't have a camera, but I'd post more if I was better looking and had a camera....
The point of this post is how my mind works - how easy it seems to be for me to worry about the most random things from the most random comments. And I don't even mean to or try to. No wonder certain topics can hit me hard enough to wonder if I can't live anymore. Hell, these concerns scare me into wondering what might be done to me - but I don't really have the means for this right now. Stupid, stupid anxiety. no wonder I'm a mess.
I'm ultimately fine...just touchy, I guess. Death isn't really on my radar, just tickling the back of my mind.
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