Roaming Bird, I have enjoyed all your posts. In fact, my issue should never have been to make a post that everyone with a little insecurity would think I was talking about them. I do that too - always think I should be a little nicer, or a littler whatever. No, I had 1 problem, with 1 person that I have been trying to deal with since Jan. I mentioned it to a friend, then I mentioned it to another person, then I avoided coming here, then I tried to deal with it, then I tried to talk to a moderator, then I just snapped. I wrote this, then I decided it was a little okay to lose my temper, and I wrote them directly, harshly, and I got off the comp. then I banged around the house, then I talked to my husband, then I busted into tears, and then I felt better.

For nearly 2 months this hasn't been a place of sanctuary for me because I have lost some financial luxuries due to my mental illness and I felt like someone wasn't talking other peoples feelings into consideration.

Of course the truth is, I was just jealous of what they have.

Anyway, I came here tonight to take my lumps and get it over with for being rude, and instead I found I have made the wrong people think I was talking about them.

I am sorry. I should have handled the problem directly in the first place instead of trying to be subtle by writing this. NO - I hurt a lot of innocent people. We need to communicate with each other - especially we need to be able to come here and share with each other when we are having difficulty.

I hope no one that has responded to this post stops sharing as much as they were. I don't want to say who it was - that drama played out on another thread. But it wasn't anyone here.

Sorry.