So dull I don't know what to write. Another day sitting alone at home. If I didn't have my stitching to do...I would be totally lost. Could have taken a walk, but didn't. Could have gone to the Library, but didn't.

Lose of independence is horrible. Three and a half more months before I have been seizure free for six months and can drive again. I never realized how dependent I am on my ability to move freely about the community. Having to wait until it is convenient is no fun at all.

I have three "friends" I never hear from now; e.g. don't even reply to my email. And, one of the mails was to say Happy Birthday...not even a thanks for remembering!!

I have one friend who does drive 45-minutes to visit and watch a movie, and I don't like to complain, but her discussions about constant migraines and the ills of her back are tiresome at best.

I do a lot of work online and by conference call and I have two...soon to be three...websites I support, but even that seems tiresome these days...lost my enthusiasum.

I have a conference to attend in Nebraska the end of Sept, haven't even begun to work on that...no enthusiasum...and time is running short.

I do have a phone friend in Arizona. That is a good thing...right?

Don't know what I want here...but there it is anyway.